|Name Meaning||"follower of another religion"|
|Date of Birth||November 23rd, 2005|
|Subspecies||75% Canis lupus |
25% Canis lupus occidentalis
|Theme Songs||Head like a Hole- NIN|
Dahlia de Mai
|Joining date||March 1st, 2009|
|Most Recent Rank||Bluet|
Alle Sünden in eine münden.
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Sabeen personally cannot keep track of her history- her memories are fogged over and confused. As a result she cannot remember events very clearly.
Sabeen's childhood wasn't particularly exciting. Born a non-shifter among two siblings in a pack, roughly south of 'Souls territory, Sabeen was raised like a regular child. She doesn't remember anything before she was ten months old; however, when she was six months, her father and brother left for Germany. At ten months old she was introduced to a male named Drake Thames, a little older than her. They became friends immediately.
A short while later, they became mates. But Sabeen was a wild spirit, and couldn't resist flirting and playing around with everyone in the pack, male or female. Drake was the jealous type, and they fought, constantly. She refused to bow to his wishes, and Drake raped her. As a result, the lady became pregnant and grew daily in hatred for her mate. She tried unsuccessfully to kill the unborn children and was prevented. Finally, they were born. Two boys and a girl. For a few months, Sabeen began to think that she might grow used to the worthless fur balls and accept her life as-was. Drake had, she discovered, given her the ability to shift, and she focused her remaining sanity on making dresses.
But then she began to notice that Drake was unnaturally fond of the girl-child, Svara. At first, it was nothing, but when she was five or six months old, they began to disappear for long amounts of time. The realization of what was going on was just the catalyst needed to push Sabeen over the ledge of sanity. She waited one day for Drake to take Svara on a "hunting trip" and took a knife to her son's throats. Drake returned to the scene and attempted to kill her. Sabeen stabbed him and left him for dead, in front of his daughter. The fight left her with the scars on her lip and shoulder. She would have killed Svara had she noticed she was there, but the brat was lucky enough to escape.
The pack was quick to discover what the woman had done. She was not murdered due to her admittance to Drake's rape, however, she was exiled. After that, the woman took up residence in a cave on a cliff that jutted out over the ocean. She didn't leave for a number of months, growing crazy in her silent home. It was during this time she became addicted to heroin and her memories began to get confused.
One day, Sabeen left her sea-side cave. She had with her four dresses and pockets full of smack. What led her to 'Souls, Sabeen isn't sure. At the borders of Dahlia de Mai she encountered her daughter, Svara. Sabeen had hoped that they would be able to coexist without trouble, but of course that was impossible. Svara came across her mother during a fit of psychosis, and the lady in her delusional state of mind turned on her daughter and tore her eyes up. Cwmfen nic Graine and Haku Soul came across Svara after Sabeen had left; Cwmfen traced the smell of blood to Sabeen and accused her of the crime. Sabeen, having no memory of the event, denied it hotly. She barricaded herself in her cabin. After Cercelee called for her exile, Firefly Sadira came and burned down her house. Sabeen escaped and fled Dahlia de Mai unscathed.
She moved into an abandoned bar in Hailfax. Shortly thereafter she met a man named Corvus Vendetta from whom Darkness and holiness seeped. Sabeen, believing he was transcendent, began trying to follow in his footsteps. Her goal was always thwarted by her attachment to earthly desires, though, which led to her next development. While in Dahlia de Mai Sabeen had gotten high with and consequently slept with a husky named Leroy, who was Svara's lover, unknown to Sabeen. She ran into Svara some time after being kicked out of Dahlia and learned that Svara had also been exiled and that Leroy was her mate. Sabeen revealed to Svara that Leroy and her had sex, and Svara ripped a hole in her left breast. Leroy arrived on the scene in time to have Svara scream at him and leave. Leroy in his confused anger-- he didn't remember the incident-- attacked Sabeen and fractured two of her ribs, gave her a small concussion, as well as inflicting numerous small gashes across her sides and neck. The night after the attack she had a vision, partly due to her concussion, of whom she believed to be her true father, Asmondai, the demon of lust. Asmondai revealed to her that the path of Darkness required abandoning of Self and everything else. He also told her something else, however upon awakening she forgot it. After that day she abandoned shifting and heroin.
Sabeen Thames is a woman of conflict. She is heavily influenced by religion and believes that she is the daughter of Asmondai, the demon of lust. She wants to become transcendent and holy, but is tied to earthly desires. As a result, she is in constant fight between her desire and her nature.
When stable enough, Sabeen is actually useful.
- Speaking/understanding German
Her coat is all shades of red and brown. Auburn and russet tones adorn her sides and back, darkening to a chocolately seal brown in a dorsal-type fashion. Her head is capped with a rusty auburn. The sides of her muzzle going into her cheek fur is a creamy color, lighter than her regular fur but not white. This stretches down across her belly. Her legs lighten as they go down, giving Sabeen the appearance of wearing gloves. The toes on three of her legs are creamy brown like her belly. The lady's eyes are the color of wheat. Her right ear is adorned with two gold hoops.
- Split lip, left side
- Two parallel gashes across left shoulder
- Part of upper left breast missing; knob of scar tissue instead
- Numerous small cuts/gashes scattered across sides and neck
In optime form, Sabeen is short and full in body, hosting voluptuous curves. Her hair is kept shoulder-long with messy bangs. It is uneven, messy and mangled, often flying off into many directions. She has since abandoned this form.